Dear Peter

Hi, how are you again? Today I´m fine. Better than the other day, I suppose. Why I´m writing again? You know, I really need to talk to someone (maybe write to fix better here).
Anyway, today I´m jealous. About who you might ask. About people who have a group of friends. Like, they go out together, they drink, they dance, they share things. I don´t do that, not frequently, not with the same group. I wish I did. That´s why I´m jealous about those people. You may think I´m crazy, but, haven´t you ever felt like this? Have you never wished to be someone else? To be in someone else´s skin for a day or two maybe? I don´t know how I´d do that, but I wish I could. But, I wonder if I have the choice to be someone else, would I really want to be? I don´t think so. But I don´t have the choice now, so that´s why I want to be. Are you understanding this? I think I´m being too phylosophical.
Sorry, you don´t have to follow my crazy thoughts. I´m writing with a little hope that you might understand me and give me some advice, or tell me you have felt this way too. By the way, have you ever got drunk? I have never. I´d really like to, once maybe, just to have the feeling. Don´t laugh at me, please.
Ok, it´s all for now. Thank you for reading this. Hope to see you soon (appear to me someday, I´m free to see you at night, I can´t sleep anyway).
Wooho, Yeehoo (love that sound, say it out loud lol).
Uaba